How different a year makes…

It’s coming up to a year since I tried to take my own life. My train of thought today is very different than this time last year. Today has been a very clumsy and hap hazard type, but I have not once thought ” I have had enough of this shit” this is how it has gone. […]

Who’s that in the mirror?

For some time now I have had a disconnection with that person that is supposed to be “me” in the mirror. I don’t look in the mirror much at all but when I do I always think ” who is that, surely that’s not me” there is the odd time I scan round the old […]

Sound track to my new life……

Ok so I went to the cinema with my lovely wife and a trailer for the new film Logan came on. One I like the x men films and two the Johnny cash cover song of nine inch nails “hurt” accompanied it. Any one that has not heard it must listen to it!!!! It pretty […]

Trump’s acting like a teenager NOT like a president!!!

I can’t believe nobody has taken trump aside and said ” stop acting like a teenager, and start acting like a president!!!!”  If I was in his shoes and wanted to run a country ( not that I would) I would cool down on the twitter and social media front. And stop being so rude […]

So 1st work week complete 

So week one at work done! And my nerves/ distress of the “don’t want to go to work ” is pretty much gone. May I even say I feel better in myself because I have made it through the 1st week, as I was so ill due to thinking I can’t do it! I have […]

Trump is getting on my tits!!!!

Ok I never have been active on social media ( this is my only thing) but trump is really getting on my tits now!!! The latest toilet overflow drivel is “his ratings are more than Arnold Schwarzenegger” well fucking boo hoo, get out the ticker tape, mummy wow he’s a big boy now!!!! He is […]

Trump is getting on my tits!!!!

Ok I never have been active on social media ( this is my only thing) but trump is really getting on my tits now!!! The latest toilet overflow drivel is “his ratings are more than Arnold Schwarzenegger” well fucking boo hoo, get out the ticker tape, mummy wow he’s a big boy now!!!! He is […]