Who’s that in the mirror?

For some time now I have had a disconnection with that person that is supposed to be “me” in the mirror. I don’t look in the mirror much at all but when I do I always think ” who is that, surely that’s not me” there is the odd time I scan round the old […]

Sound track to my new life……

Ok so I went to the cinema with my lovely wife and a trailer for the new film Logan came on. One I like the x men films and two the Johnny cash cover song of nine inch nails “hurt” accompanied it. Any one that has not heard it must listen to it!!!! It pretty […]

Trump’s acting like a teenager NOT like a president!!!

I can’t believe nobody has taken trump aside and said ” stop acting like a teenager, and start acting like a president!!!!”  If I was in his shoes and wanted to run a country ( not that I would) I would cool down on the twitter and social media front. And stop being so rude […]

So 1st work week complete 

So week one at work done! And my nerves/ distress of the “don’t want to go to work ” is pretty much gone. May I even say I feel better in myself because I have made it through the 1st week, as I was so ill due to thinking I can’t do it! I have […]

Trump is getting on my tits!!!!

Ok I never have been active on social media ( this is my only thing) but trump is really getting on my tits now!!! The latest toilet overflow drivel is “his ratings are more than Arnold Schwarzenegger” well fucking boo hoo, get out the ticker tape, mummy wow he’s a big boy now!!!! He is […]

Trump is getting on my tits!!!!

Ok I never have been active on social media ( this is my only thing) but trump is really getting on my tits now!!! The latest toilet overflow drivel is “his ratings are more than Arnold Schwarzenegger” well fucking boo hoo, get out the ticker tape, mummy wow he’s a big boy now!!!! He is […]

That back to work dread ( magnified)

The Christmas holidays has passed and new year has started. It was quite a nice time off and with my family. Then it’s time to go to work! Now the normal thoughts are ” oh darn it I got to go back, I don’t really want to go” but those words are normally empty and […]

Life is like a piece of litter with BPD/EUPD

I often think of how to describe my life, and one has popped into my head. A piece of litter! The reason for this is quite simple. When there is no breeze around it is at standstill, and when a bit of a breeze comes I get whisked around. The breeze is other people around me, and the more […]

Odd and frustrating 

It’s really odd as I’m sitting in the cold in the house we rent. The plumber has come to fit a radiator in the kitchen and all of downstairs is upsidedown with tools etc…. I went to work this morning and hoped he would be done by 12-1pm. Mum came to house sit and make […]

Challenged my thoughts and here is the result…

So I challenged my thought process on Tuesday and it is now end of the day Thursday and I have now solved it. Since my last post I have tried to forget about it with doing other stuff. But my brain has obviously been still processing the problem and working out how to solve it. […]